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Behold... My Future
  I will marry NATE ARCHIBALD.  
  After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in PARIS in our fabulous Mansion.  
  We will have 453 kid(s) together.  
  Our family will zoom around in a RED FERRARI.
  I will spend my days as a CEO OF STB, and live happily ever after.  
 
whats your future
 

looking at the pages of my life.

i realised how much i miss sand. 

i miss times where we skipped classes together
and hide in the toilet eating chocolates.

mango each other. 
poor sheena will always get drenched. 

having noodles with like damn a lot of chilli. 
till the teacher ask if we put lipstick. 

sit in class and irritate teachers. 
causing teachers to quit their jobs. 

there are so much that we've been through. 
i was reading natalie's very old post. 
she was saying our class was in the detention room. 
having some history test.
we had like revision time before the test. 
then the guys went to PLUCK RAMBUTANS! 
haha. 
damn funny. 

from the room, we could see them plucking rambutans. 
and i recalled, they were using ang's bag. 
haha.

life is just so crazy and fun. 
i miss you girls. 

  

hope denise was there. 
i love you. =))

monday love.

alright, i woke up early today. =)) 
was waiting for a to go to school together. 

we bought bubble tea as usual. 

met h after school today. 
he came over

he's like damn crazy today. 
dunno why. 
guess due to the lack of sleep.

that lazy bum was suppose to do his project. 
i ended up doing it for him. 

had quite a long talk with him. 
about whatever happened and US internship. 
 
well, i'm so glad that he's so supportive. 
yet i dunno why i felt so sad. 
6 months is a long period.
can't bear to part with him. =((

suppose to go toa payoh with him. 
but i got some work to do. 
alright, i just love him so darn much! 

and, that G! 
she's like so darn LAME! 
i said wanted to dye my hair purple. 
and she was like. why not dye green too. 
then you look like barney. 
OH MY GOD! 

alvina.
i just wanna cuddle into your arms. 
and fall asleep. 
that's the only time when i can sleep soundly. 


When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when you're mad 'cos you lost the game
Forget i'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
Here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
'Cos that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn
The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

sunday reds.

i had sunday blues, now i'm having sunday reds! 
 
i'm a loner. went tanning alone today. 
but it was fun. had two hot ang mohs tanning beside me. 
and my pervertic father was stalking me. 
he was like staring at me from the balcony. 
that sucker! 
he still had the cheek to call me.
i got like uneven tan now. saddened.

stoned the whole day. 
was suppose to do blaw project. 
i only managed to do one part. =(( 

time to start doing tbr slides. 
but i'm feeling lazy. 

anyway! i dreamt of dong dong last night. 
she irritated me! haha. 
yw and i wanted to slap her in my dream.

h, didn't reply my msg. =(( 
okay, speaking of the devil. 
sighhh. whatever...

anyway, officially, K still remembers, misses and loves A. 
K msged A today.

okay, bye.

alvina. 
i miss you, wb. 
you taught me how to treasure.


I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever


I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

looking back.

as usual. woke up damn late today.
was suppose to meet the girls at cck train station at 10.15.
woke up at 10.

i had damn a lot of calls and msges asking me when am i.

awww... miss sec school life so darn much.

anyway, A was on the same bus as K today.
A was at the front and K was at the back.
A didn't realised until they alighted.
guess it was fate?

well, was thinking. why didn't K talk to A?
guess A feels quite sad. does it means k have forgotten about A?
sighhh..

alright, yusri and hilmi performed today.
awww... they're so darn cute!

talked to like damn a lot of teachers.
they seems happier.
and i really miss sec sch life.

was suppose to go out with g and the rest.
but i realised i had project meeting with the girls.
no one told me until i asked g today.

projecting was like so dry.
sat at secret receipe at suntec.

was camwhoring again.

okay, i'm like official labelled as UNGLAM!
i was like crazy. started spinning while walking to suntec and started singing happy birthday song to Singapore!

on our way walking back to the train station.
we were like dancing.
haha! did the jumping split while waiting to cross the road.
then lift up my leg in the middle of the road.
they told me the driver look damn shocked.
haha!
yw dared me to do it in front of the police officer and i did.
haha. think i'm crazy.
dun really need alcohol.

anyway, dong dong pissed me off today.
well, shall not bitch.
time to repent.

s was like so protective.
anyway, a, yw and i made a pact not to bitch about dong dong in the presence of s.

OH YA!
a few days ago, i was on the train, and a bangala was using IPHONE!
OH MY GOD!

alvina.
i miss you somehow. 


If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change


Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor

It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
 

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